If you’ve ever faced a trial that took your breath away, Heidi Lee Anderson gets it. She was thrown the biggest curveball of her life when she was diagnosed with cancer at age 23. Wondering where God was and how He could ever use this for her good and His glory, she held on in faith and waited expectantly for our faithful God to show up. Not only did she meet her now-husband while sharing her testimony during chemotherapy, but even though doctors told her she may not be able to have kids, fast-forward to today and she lives her days kissing the cheeks of her four beautiful children as often as she can (you know, before they say, “Moooom, stop.”). Now, Heidi encourages other women with the same comfort God gave her, always reassuring them that no matter how things look right now, those in Christ can trust the promise of Romans 8:28 and know it’s not only going to be okay—but P.S. It’s Gonna Be Good. It’s a grace to welcome Heidi to the farm’s table today…

Guest Post by Heidi Lee Anderson

Ever been blindsided by bad news?

One day, you’re on the phone with your dad; the next, he’s in the hospital. 

One week, it’s same old, same old at work; yet the very next Monday, HR informs you your position’s been cut. 

One year, you’re celebrating an anniversary—in your marriage, at church, or in remission—but flip over the calendar and you’ve signed divorce papers, your church doors have closed, or a routine scan has revealed your worst nightmare. 

I get it. With no family history of cancer, I was thrown the biggest curveball of my life when I heard, “You have Hodgkin’s lymphoma.” 

But we aren’t the only ones who have had the rug pulled out from under us.

Have you met Elisha?

One night, he went to bed in peace; the next morning, his servant went outside to do . . . what men do when they go outside. I won’t pretend to know. Instead of inspecting the driveway for cracks, though, he’s met with enemy troops, horses, and chariots surrounding the city. 

You may feel lonely, in a dark spot, your mind consumed with doubts and heart filled with fear—but whenever that’s the case, remember you’re only looking at the shields and swords of the Syrian soldiers.

NOT EXACTLY A SIGHT FOR SORE EYES.

He sprints back inside in his skivvies, and in complete helplessness, shakes Elisha awake shrieking, “What will we do now?” (2 Kings 6:15). 

Maybe you’re asking the same thing today too.

Because of _________, you’re caught off guard, facing a battle much bigger than yourself, and with no plan of attack, clear next steps, or resources at your disposal, you’re panicking. “What do I do now?” 

Don’t miss it: Take your eyes off the shaking servant and narrow in on Elisha. Instead of giving into panic or crumbling into despair, this guy hasn’t flinched or budged an inch. Rather, completely calm and totally collected, he reassures his servant blowing in a bag, “Don’t be afraid! For there are more on our side than on theirs!” (2 Kings 6:16). 

Are you scratching your head too? Looking out the window, we can count along with his servant, and sure, we may not be good at math but 1, 2 vs. . . . 1, 2, 3, 4 . . . yeah, how’d you get to that, Eli? 

Elisha doesn’t even dignify that with a response. He just waves his hand. “O Lord, open his eyes and let him see!” (2 Kings 6:17). And that’s when his servant looks up and sees an entire hillside around Elisha filled with horses and chariots of fire. 

SAY WHAAAAAAAAT. 

Elisha wasn’t oblivious—he saw this too, but he also saw so much more. 

To be clear: God’s angel armies surrounded Elisha and his servant as they slept peacefully the night before and when their enemy camped out on the nearby hillside just as the rooster crowed. Circumstances looked worse the next morning, but spiritually speaking, circumstances remained the same. 

Elisha could see this whole picture, but his servant could not. 

What do we see today? Only our physical circumstances with our dilated pupils?

Because those thousands of soldiers fully trained to wipe out the entire town by nightfall were what Elisha’s servant saw. Elisha wasn’t oblivious—he saw this too, but he also saw so much more. 

You may feel lonely, in a dark spot, your mind consumed with doubts and heart filled with fear—but whenever that’s the case, remember you’re only looking at the shields and swords of the Syrian soldiers.

However, God calls His people to “set [our] minds on things above, not on earthly things” (Colossians 3:2, NIV), which includes recognizing the full reality of our situation—physically and spiritually. Just like Elisha, not only does “the angel of the Lord [encamp] around those who fear him, and delivers them” (Psalm 34:7, ESV), but “he will order his angels to protect you wherever you go” (Psalm 91:11). 

The only factor that matters is God, who alone holds the final word, and we have the privilege and powerful position to look up to the heavens knowing He’s got our back.

This is the confidence God wants not just for Elijah but for all of His people to realize and live in. Not to give into panic or succumb to the enemy of today, but declare, “Though a mighty army surrounds me, my heart will not be afraid. Even if I am attacked, I will remain confident” (Psalm 27:3). 

God didn’t remove Elisha’s enemy, and the angel army didn’t slaughter the Syrians, either—both could’ve easily been done, and let’s be real, PREFERRED. God instead illuminated His presence and showed Elisha and his servant all the help they had in the spiritual realm—and that backing was all they needed. 

Is it for us, too? 

All odds may be against you, and things may not look great. I’ve so been there. But even when your demise may look probable, remember . . . so did Elisha’s defeat in the face of these Aramean soldiers. The only factor that matters, though, is God, who alone holds the final word, and we have the privilege and powerful position to look up to the heavens knowing HE’S GOT OUR BACK. 

O Lord, open our eyes and help us see. 

Heidi Lee Anderson is a writer, speaker, and stay-at-home mom. While crafting Instagram devotionals and writing kids’ curriculum, she’s a master at cleaning up Cheerio spills and building LEGO towers while simultaneously chugging coffee like a Gilmore. Heidi has a bachelor’s degree in marketing from University of Northwestern, MN, and has spent her career doing ministry—from teaching hundreds in kids’ ministry to writing daily devotionals, Bible reading plans, and small group curriculum as a content developer. After being diagnosed with cancer, Heidi’s fuel is now to make sure that Christ followers realize, know, and claim the sure promises God offers—in the mundane, amid the heartache, and on top of the highest mountains.

Life was all good until . . . you got that hard diagnosis, a relationship started to fall apart, or a bill, loss, or disappointment came out of nowhere. In each chapter of her insightful, conversational, and humorous book, Heidi not only draws from her own journey, but explores the life of different Bible characters like Gideon, Esther, Martha and more, who posed the same questions we ask today. 

Join Heidi as she walks us straight into the heart of God’s Word, where we’ll experience His peace, find confidence in His good plans, and be set free to meet the future we were made for. And P.S. . . . It’s gonna be good.

[ Our humble thanks to Tyndale Momentum for their partnership in today’s devotional. ]